She said to me
He loved you so much
I cried into her hair
I honestly don't know why
And I don't know why
I need a why
and why I still
think perhaps she gave me a lie
as a mercy
(I wish I could trust
her truth)
because
I don't know
who convinced me
that I was undeserving
but I will miss
the man who
loved me simply
for existing
